arachnid

Meh. Went to the city today to take some pictures. I visited an old job site which has a great view of the city. Some guy tried to give me trouble about being there, what a douche. I also went to barnes and nobles for a while, took some pics from there. Awesome city pictures, lovem. But ya, on the way down I got a damn speeding ticket. My first one ever. It sucks, I dont want a moving violation damn it. And I wouldnt have gone that way, but I wanted to save a dollar by going around the tunnel. = And to top off the day, I got a parking ticket due to meter experation.  So I saved a dollar from the tunnel, but got $98 in fines. Nice deal. City

I am slowly learning art and developing a sense for it. Im also getting decent with photoshop. I need to spend less time playing games and doing useless stuff and start learning more constructive and usefull things. I wont have this much time on my hands for long.

What Im thinking right now It is night time. The night time fucks with your mind. I was there, cutting a bagle to put into the toaster. For some reason I had a flashback.. a flashback of my earlier life with my real family. All of the sudden everything hit me. For some reason everything ive been through flashed in front of me, all within a second. My mind alarms started going off, everything seemed to be moving so slow. I start thinking about things. Im thinking about dark things. Its lonely here, its dark here. The only thing I can think of right now is the future. The future MUST be better. It MUST be the way I want. My mind needs rest.